March 12th, 2004

new hair cut

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I NEED MORE MONEY.

I NEED THE PROMOTION I WAS PROMISED LIKE DOGS YEARS AGO. I NEED MY STUPID RAISE WHICH WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE HIT MY PAYCHECK LAST PAY PERIOD, BUT WAS MYSTERIOUSLY ABSENT. I NEED MY TAX REFUND.


I have soo much I want to purchase right now. I've been all thrifty lately, but the need to consume is gripping me again. $140 for a PS2 at Michael's work. $100 for a sewing machine there too. Money for paint, my car, summer garage sales, tickets to visit Pops, vodka at the Capitol Club.

My desperate need for material things is making me think about bartending again. I enjoy lecherous old men as much as the next girl, but damn I miss the extra cash flow that came from making $60-75 a night. I just don't know if I can handle it.